jaytan

2009-05-07T11:35:00.004+08:00

Hi guys,

I am going to sell clothes online..please try to support :) company name is Arrivato Fashion. I will open a blog while waiting for the website to be up. www.arrivatofashion.blogspot.com

Having sales now. Super low price :)

Thank you!

2009-04-01T11:10:00.002+08:00

I am not going to talk about jobs anymore. I, really, give, up. SO BE IT la !

Theres a seemingly more pressing issue - my dieting. As some of you might know, I have been trying to maintain a low calories diet with eating more fruits, vegetables and protein based food. I guess its been very long. I do also take junk food and unhealthy food like roti prata. But I want to eat more! haha. I am so sick of dieting. So.........i think i should stop that.

But I always talk and I have dont act. Hmmmm....maybe i will act? I am not sure either. Maybe i can start with simple ones. Slowly to those very unhealthy ones. lol. Whatever is the case, I am sick of dieting la.

Argh~

JOBLESS (PART 2)

2009-03-31T13:26:00.001+08:00

Well, I just finished viewing through the jobs in JobsDB, Jobstreet and Jobscentral. Disappointed again. At least I applied for one. Haha. I visit these websites so often. I am so sick of it.

I think maybe something is wrong with my resume. Lol.

Hmm....praying hard for calls!!!!

JOB(HELP)LESS

2009-03-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

SIGH~

Yes, I thought i should not be saying this anymore after i ORDed, but somehow humans are not worry-free after all. Firstly, I am very helpless of my situation now. I have been jobless for almost 1 month plus. It is quite bad because my savings is depleting very quickly. I have so many things to do and buy. Somehow this is one of the more pressing issue. I have to curb my spendings. Argh.

Secondly, I am very happy about having so much free time. I can do whatever i like. Sleep and wake up late. But gradually i think my lists of things to do might be exhaustive. Haha.

Finally, I am worried that I have to stay like this till the end of July! Oh no!

ZZZZZZZZZZzZzZZ

Bye!

The days after ORD

2009-03-08T15:40:00.003+08:00

This weekend was a boring one. Nobody asked me out. Well i stayed at home most of the time except for a game of mahjong which i lost $15. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....why is my life so not interesting? haha.

The days after ORD have been very good i must say. I am very free(duh) so i can now do what i like. I can also get all the sleep in the world. But somehow...something is missing...maybe it is Money? lol. Money is all along an issue to me. Now it has become a major issue as i am now dependent on my savings and i have no salary!

Maybe it is the lack of company because my friends are all very busy with their own lives. I dont know whats wrong. But what i can say is that i really truely enjoy the carefree life now. Maybe i must start working..so that my financial and social issues can be solved.

Strangely, i must say i am not happy but a better kind of unhappy? haha...i am a weird person.

ORD LOH!

2009-02-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

WOW exactly one month ago I last blogged. Now after one month i am blogging again. However its a different kind of feeling now. I ORD-ed! Haha. I think ORD has always been something overhyped. The day after the feeling would be gone. Maybe one will start to think of his future. Work? Play a while? haha I would like to slack for a while though.

Now that i have more time to spare, I will start to think of what I want to achieve/do before university starts. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....no idea! Its giving me headache! Ahhhhhhhhhh.

Anybody can suggest? lol

2009-01-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

OMG ITS MONDAY TOMORROW!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Haha i am having the pre-monday blues again..Sian......i guess i am left with a few weeks haha...

2009-01-11T14:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUYS! Its been quite some time since i last blogged.

ORD COUNTDOWN: 32 days

Hehe.....finally from 200+ days to a 32 days now! Though excited, i am also worried. Somehow this kind of things it is still better to go through safely. U guys should know what i mean haha. I will just do things as per normal and no nonsense! :)

Lately its been busy........i enjoyed myself though!~

Its a new year and i really hope 2009 is a fruitful and nice year for me! All the best for all the people =)

S I G H

2008-12-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

I am very emotional lately. I can see some music videos and cry like a baby. Oh man.......

Sigh.

Anyway, X'mas is coming. But I dont have the mood. Somehow maybe because i really wish that ORD is just before xmas. Maybe maybe........i will just buy a duty haha.

ORD COUNTDOWN: 68 days

SIGH~

2008-11-15T11:53:00.002+08:00

EXERCISE! This is the word i tell myself everyday. But i havent been following this word. I am only concerned about going out, hanging out and chilling out with my friends. Well, i guess this is pretty normal because after one day's of hard work one would naturally want to enjoy the rest of the evening!

This brings me to the point of having so much fats! Mac, KFC, Pizza hut etc fast food are really giving me the bulge :( sigh

Anw, ORD countdown is 89 days.................really so really really really seriously looking forward to ord! hahaha..

Anybody got any temp job lobangs???

END OF MAJOR EXERCISES

2008-11-12T00:53:00.002+08:00

YAY END OF EXERCISE!!!!!! I think that should be all for the major exercises. I am not sure whether those routine ones I would still be sailing.....SIANSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Whenever i try not to think of it, i will think even more of it. Yes i think u guys know whats that ! hahaha....SIANNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2008-11-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

Recently i have been sailing quite a bit till quite late...SIAN...lucky my officer is kind enough to give me a ride home haha..

Tmr is back to sailing...OVERNIGHT one which is quite sian diao. Hopefully i wun faint haha!

I have been trying to slp more lately. I dont know why. Maybe I am trying to heal my stupid ugly pimples. But somehow it is not effective. Sigh~

ORD countdown: 93 days

SIANS

2008-11-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

99 more days to ORD! YES, double digits now~! lol....finally...I've been counting down since like 200+ days! zzzzzzz But its quite sad to see those Nov people ORD...haha..cos i am still serving the nation......sianzzssssssszzszszz.....

Sailings on Wed, Thur, Fri, Mon, Tues. Super sian. Bad planning lor..1am then finish for some days. ARGH..............! wish me good luck! hehe...

Motivation?

2008-10-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

Recently I just collected Jay Chou's new album. It is not bad especially Shi Guang Ji(Time Machine). I think i really can relate to this song. Not in the romance part of course, but rather the part where it would be good for us to go back to the happy times in the past where everything is so fine and enjoyable. All the memories will always be memories now cos in reality it wun happen again..sort of gone....sad.....sigh

Well, I just came back from Shiqi's birthday celebration. It was a very successful surprise. Shiqi was so stunned. Her reactions were so hilarious. hahaha....too bad nobody took that part down. I forgot to bring my beloved camera! ARGHHHHHHH~~ It was very nice to see all of them again :)

Major exercise is coming up. Stress ah stress................i really need some motivations!!!

Sigh~

2008-10-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

SIGH....saturday is duty again. I am really really sick of duty!

I dont know what is happening to me again.........sians......

Hey people meet up soon?

2008-10-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

Its been a very long time since i last blogged. Recently i just started selling my duties because I am really sick of doing duties. I really feel that duty is a very dumb thing. Why can't they just get the security defence guys to do it? DAMN IT

Sailed for a few days last week. Pretty tired. But have to say i really hate it although i dont really have to suffer as much as my batch boys.

I really hope things will get better.

I really hope ORD creeps in faster, PLEASE.

2008-09-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

I know that obstacles are always coming my way. But I realise I really dun know how to handle them. I will be trapped in my own sorrow...for quite some time before I can move on. I really hate that feeling.

After some time....when obstacles come again, the same feelings will be evoked again. I will be trapped in my own misery again. Sigh~ Sigh~ Sigh~

Vietnam

2008-09-16T11:35:00.003+08:00

I went to Vietnam recently. I feel like going elsewhere again. I would really like to go Bangkok or Phuket. Argh when can the people stop protesting. Damn it. Here are some pics taken in Vietnam

2008-09-13T01:24:00.001+08:00

SIGH~

HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS SHORTLIVED......

Emo

2008-09-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

Life isnt always smooth sailing.

Life isnt always easy.

Obstacles come and go. I will just have to face it.

I will try my best to overcome all the obstacles, but I know it wouldnt be easy.

Somehow, I am losing faith day by day.

I tried to mask everything by a big wide smile.

Inside, it is fragile and broken.

People always say "Tomorrow will be a better day."

That's always one of my mottos. But now I am really doubting it.

Till then, I will just have to carry on with life. I am tired.

I will hang on, nevertheless because it is my mission to ultimately overcome these obstacles.

Sigh~

2008-08-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

SIANSSSS....I am so sick of doing duty. Now i want to sell them HAHA...finally it is friday again YAY..........................................thank god its friday, really..

I have passed my driving finally. But i have no car to drive. Its ok. I wil think of something, HOPEFULLY. SIANSS........

ORD COUNTDOWN: 173 days

FASTER ORD LEH!

SINGFEST 2008

2008-08-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Attended Singfest 2008 on Sunday! Wow it was really worth sweating and squeezing! Fantastic!

Jason Mraz really wowed the crowd with his crystal clear voice. His singing was really superb! The audiences sang along with him throughout his performance. The whole atmosphere was simply out of the world. I really think that he should come to Singapore often! His opening song "Remedy" was so great. "Im Yours" also made the crowd sang with him. Good good good!

The PussyCat Dolls was Oh-my-god. SO HOT! AHHHHHHHHH! hahaa their performance really stunned me. I was dazzled by how good the lightings and the whole staging complement their whole performance. Out of words to describe, so good!

Of course, the others were good too like Panic At The Disco, Rick Ashley etc.. Alicia Keys came out too late and i was too sleepy to enjoy her songs. Too bad!

haha overall Singfest was really an event which anyone should attend!

2008-08-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

I always feel that friends are important. I love my friends a lot.

2008-08-01T23:05:00.002+08:00

I dont know how i survived yet another week. I think my life is black and white now. There arent much motivations for me to carry on. But i will still hang on to it.

Still counting down to the stupid ORD. 11 Feb 09. It is so near yet so far. I guess many of my friends are all counting down too. But somehow strangely, I still dont feel it is near. Many of them told me it is coming soon. O H M Y G O D. It is still so far! haha

Weekends are no longer fun. What is wrong with me? If it isnt me, then what is it???????? I am really clueless......................................................sigh~

2008-07-27T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hello its been some time since i last blog. Its time to blog again.

Had TWO CONSECUTIVE STEAMBOATS IN 2 DAYS! Haha...i am starting to feel the fats. But its not about the fats, its about the gathering. Its been a while, a very long while since we last met.

Met up with Langer, Patrick, Kevin and Sam on Friday night. We ate the porridge steamboat which was also my first time eating. It was kinda fun because you have to keep stirring it so that the porridge doesnt stick to the claypot. It really can show who is working hard and who is not. Haha well everybody can see it is PARTICK! After which was the drinking session which really blew me away. Almost vomitted. Haha lousy!

On Saturday night, i met up with the girls from 05S5A. It wasnt too long ago i just met Lirong and Wanxuan. Now i am meeting them again but with the others - Xingxiu, Devi, Peifeng, Elyse and Huimin. A nice pat on the shoulder for Huimin who organised this outing. Although I dont really like the La Mei Zi steamboat, but I think i ate the most yesterday. LOL

Hmmmmmm weekends always end silently and abruptly. Its Sunday yet again. SIGH~

Bye
Jay

2008-07-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

I dont know what i want to do and what i like to do anymore. Somehow everything doesnt seem to be interesting to me anymore. I dont know whats happening to me!

Somehow i only want to run everyday hahaha...maybe its because of the 9pm chn 8 show. Damn that nice bodies! OOPS =X

Anyway happiness is always shortlived. Its back to camp tmr again. Ssaaaaddddd..

2008-07-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

Went to zoo on sunday with tong, shaoqi and zz. It was quite fun. But it was pretty hot, had a really good sweat out. haha.

Heres some pics:

2008-07-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

So...another week is gone...i still got a long way to go. 2009 - the year i am really looking forward to.

Bought my mp3 and handphone. Spent about $150. Heartpain! haha and its like just 1 day after payday. NO I AM NOT A SPENDTHRIFT. haha these are necessities!

Met Langer today for the movie Red Cliff. It was nice. I mean real good. Its just that it is too good to be true. I think many parts looked quite fake somehow. Haha. So we were chatting about our courses during lunch before the movie. I realise i still havent answered the one very very very very frequently asked yet i dont know how to answer qtn - What is my course about? Haha..i reallhy have no idea what it is about. And i am too lazy to find out since i have about another year before i enter NUS. So ya...by next year i should know. Hopefully.

TMR DUTY AGAIN. SIGH WHAT A SAD LIFE I AM LEADING. ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND. BYEBYE~

2008-07-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

Ok as some of you should know by now my mobile phone and mp3 player was stolen at YCK stadium. I wasnt very sad. I was very calm somehow. Ruihan and Yawen were there too. They were even more anxious than i was. Haha.

I was sad because I have to decide now whether should i buy back the same phone? Or should i buy another brand? Which mp3 player should i buy? Haha headache! I think my pay would long be gone before the month ends. AS USUAL sigh~~~~~~~~~

Anyway, counting down to ORD : 216 days. SIAN!!!!!!!!!!

Time, please fly faster. PLEASE, please, Please, PleaSSSEEEEEEE!

2008-07-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

Yay finally i got to ice skate. I love to ice skate. It feels quite good to just glide on the ice.

some pics:

2008-07-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

Finally i got a better sleep yesterday. These few days i couldn't really sleep. I feel recharged but yet there is still tiredness lah. Haha as usual i am always tired.

Well, its a boring day.....yawns..nth much happened. I just hope that life would get better. Sigh~

ORD? When? ORD is always always forever on my mind. I really cannot stand it!@@$@##% How shiok can anything get than having to ORD? haha ok i am crazy.

DIET DIET DIET.......please do not meet me and eat rubbish food anymore. Thank you!

Boring Life

2008-07-01T15:59:00.002+08:00

Ytd's duty was as per normally tiring. Haha...well at least i prefer weekday's duty because weekend duty really is a waste of time. Argh i hate DUTIES!!!!!!

Anyway recently i thought about a lot of things. I can't really remember right now, but roughly its about how i want my life to be. Do I want it to be exciting? Or boring? It is all about how i see it. Of course i want it to be exciting. However, i really do not know how the definition of exciting anymore. I cant feel the excitement in many things i do. I really wonder why...

Last sunday, I stayed at home for the whole day. I felt i have wasted the whole day. But looking at the bright side, it is sometimes good to stay at home and chill out once in a very long while.

Hopefully i can still see colours in my life.

Pingu & Grave farewell dinner (28 Jun 08)

2008-06-29T09:41:00.004+08:00

HMMMMMMM...it's been a long time since i last had steamboat. I think maybe a few months? To be frank i don't really like steamboat because its kinda troublesome. haha ok i am lazy. But it is gonna have a toll on my body - FATS.

Anyhow, I had a great time. It was fun eating with the girls lol. They are somehow, interesting? haha. Oh yes, we had lots and lots of watermelon! I think we ate up 2 trays of watermelon. How hungry we were man. Lol.

Before the steamboat pingu, me, peisi, jia, mar and bread went for a karoke session at partyworld. It was fun too!

Here are some pics:

Roller blade

2008-06-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

Roller blading is so fun! I've found back the thrill i got when i was primary school. I last skated was like in Primary school.....so long ago. Now that I finally could blade again really felt good! Some pics taken..

Stressful week

2008-06-22T17:47:00.003+08:00

What a stressful week! ZZZZZZZZZZ those reservists really are troublesome. Luckily it is coming to an end.

It's been a busy month. Traffic police test, IPPT, going out with friends etc. However somehow i seem to realise I am neglecting my family. Haha yes i do reflect ok! Well i think i will try to go home more often? haha.

Oh I really love the song by David Cook , Always be my baby and Mariah Carey's Bye Bye! Haha i think i am quite lagged, but i only just got their songs.

I am really tired, as of now. Haha somehow maybe because of the rain? Shall blog again! bye~

2008-06-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

Thai school gets transvestite bathrooms

Wow! What an idea haha...

2008-01-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

I am so bored now. Boredness update : 85%

I am so fat now. Fatness update : 150%

I am so broke now. Brokeness update: 105%

I am so sad now. Sadness update : 200%

Tmr is monday, hais.

Ok i am so bored. Bye peeps.

2008-01-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

WOW! I passed my Advanced Theory Test! haha......So now i am going to learn to drive a car. Hopefully i can get my licence soon. And i am officially broke because i have to spend a lot to learn driving. SIAN! zzzzzzzzzz

I just had my off yesterday. It was pretty shiok! I really wish there will be more.......Sigh sad life im leading.

Ok thats all for now, blog again nxt time, bye!

2008-01-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

Wow finally another week is down! Next week will be much busier. Haha does this sentence seem familiar? LOL.

Anyway, i really hope my Final theory test will pass on Friday. I will study harder cos' i just failed the trial test today! haha.

I will be trying to slim down, have been putting on too much fats. Argh! Haha ok thats about it..i wont talk about the irritating NS life again. Bye!

The zoo

2008-01-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

The zoo trip was cool. It has been so long since my last trip to the zoo. The feeling was good to look at the animals so real close.

Half day off! yay! Sian tmr its back to work.

I have to face the stupid sergeant again. Damn..

I am back haha!

2008-01-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

SO its 2008 ! haha gonna post something for this year. Heres some pics from the new year countdown on 31 12 2007.

2007-08-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

Another week is down. This whole week was quite xiong yet slack. Confusing enough huh? Well slack as in we had one whole day of slacking on monday cos basically the whole day was all the retests. So those who pass will stay in the classroom to slack. The rest of the week was just firefighting. So there was v little activities actually.

Firefighting is xiong. U dont even know u sweat until u take off the fireman suit. Gosh, it is really SOAKING WET. Something like u wear the uniform into a swimming pool. But i feel that only the nozzle men(those who carry the hoses) have greater challenges cos' they will have to chiong first.

Haha enough of navy(yuck!). I think thats all for now, bye!

2007-08-04T12:12:00.000+08:00

Wow! Finally i am here to blog after so many weeks!

Yesterday was a very great day for me cos' i finally passed my sbj and so i could book out on Fri evenings! haha i am so desperate to get out for that stupid place. In addition, yesterday was very slack. We just slacked the whole day! haha i love it man!

Thats all for now, stay tuned? haha bye!

2007-06-08T09:41:00.000+08:00

oh, a few more days to POP? wahaha!

Actually i wasnt looking forward to the POP but rather the block leaves after that. However, I have to go for the 24km remarch, which is really quite "disturbing" to me. LOL

Back to something more serious, my 3rd aunt is in the hospital fighting cancer. Quite sad. But I really pray hard for her to get well!!! Sigh~

2007-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

Had a great dinner at Marche at Vivocity. Well, to be exact, i only had a piece of brownie and a scoop of vanilla ice cream. But I had quite a bit of rossti from silin (the bday girl). It was quite a good c atch up session with the 2/4 people.

However, tomorrow is book in day. O M G

2007-05-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

Oh man 2 weeks more to POP. yay

I can't describe how much i still hate army. ZZZZZ

2007-05-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

I really dont know how to describe the kind of screwed up life i am living now. A*my really is a waste of time...argh! Shit!

I am feeling weak and wobbly everyday due to the serious lack of sleep. We seriously need more rest time!!

Sorry, feeling sleepy, in conclusion, if i can pay $100,000 to skip this shit, i rather pay!

2007-04-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

I guess this is it, time's finally up. It's time for me to serve the country. Haha sounds patriotic. It's 7 days more.

I really start to enjoy my life haha. Cos' i know for sure i am gonna miss these days.........

My blog would be stagnant for quite a while i guess...zzzz

2007-03-31T16:48:00.000+08:00

If you have time, try to listen to this song introduced by grave, its nice. Its Who Will I Run To by Kiley Dean :D

You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped away my tears
When he hurt me you were my prince sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw you were fallin' in love

So now I've lost everything, cuz now you say you're gone forever more...

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears when I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you're not here in my life

You were the one I took for granted all those years
And you were the one, I should have known it was so clear
How could I be so blind not to see what was before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me if it takes the rest of my life

Cuz I would do anything cuz I want you back forever more

I will gladly journey across the deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have you here with me
I realized that I was blind, but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life, oh baby can't it be

Who will be there for me
Who's gonna rescue me
Who's gonna share my dreams
Who's gonna mend this broken heart... (Uh huh)

GOING IN

2007-03-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

I didnt want to have this post of counting down cos' counting down would only make time passes more quickly, but its really too near!

An official countdown would be 13days! And i would be gone with the wind~ *Poof*

Lately I have been trying to run with fahizul to train up. But it seems that both of us are so lazy haha. We only run very minimal amount of laps around the stadium. zzzzzz. Stamina and endurance is what i wanna achieve. 13days? quite impossible!

2007-03-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

It's really quite boring to rot at home. I have told many people i don't mind. Yeah i dont mind, but it's just that it is boring - some rubbish thinking.

Sorry Clarence, i dont want to go back to the restaurant. I guess i am not really suited for this job.

why is it that things start to get better when i am going in? argh!

2007-03-24T14:00:00.000+08:00

Some pics from Taiwan....

This was taken in Danshui. Nice scenery!

Haha this is the mrt station we alighted to go to Ximending.

I forgot where is this haha

This is JiuFen, I THINK haha.

This is Shilin Ye Shi (if i am not wrong! lol) , the street for clothes. I didnt take the street for food.

2007-03-23T09:04:00.000+08:00

It's been quite a while since i last met the 44 clique. It was cindy's bday ytd and so we met for dinner. According to kit and clarence, they had contemplated the venue for a long time finally deciding on the Spaggedies at Paragon basement(although i think newyork newyork at AMK hub is better cos its nearer and cheaper :P). The food was not bad and with such a big serving, it made almost everyone very full. We ate a complementary chocolate fondue cos we had ordered two dishes from the Mama's Specialities and because kit was using her OUB(or UOB i can't really remember haha) card to pay the bill.

Well, time passes so quickly~ IT'S coming soon

2007-03-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOO......the joy of not working is so great. Though i would have to spend money without income to support me now, i am still very glad that work has ended!

Life is so full of happiness and freedom now. Even the air around me seems fresher. Ok thats too exaggerating.

Well, now it all boils down to 12th of April. Sigh~

2007-03-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

so A lvls results were out very long ago. Still can't believe i got a b c c6
my prelims was o o e haha. But a b c is very very average only. zzz

so i went to ntu and nus open house. I prefer nus personally, but somehow many people like ntu.
hmmmmmmmmmm...should be choosing business or pfm. what a headache

so i am jobless now! haha, many will say i am crazy, but i am really really really really(its non-exhaustive) tired and sick of that job. Haha though i bluffed my boss its quite alright hehe.
I shall now enjoy my life rotting at home or going out. However, i dont bear to spend money. haha. what an another headache.

2007-02-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

Awww...cny holidays are over. It's back to work again. I have news that the results would be out on March 2nd, next friday. ZZZZZZZZZZ

CNY isnt that boring as i thought. I thought i would have nothing to do for most of the days. But i was wrong, I was quite occupied for the 3 or 4 days.

First day : Couldnt really remember! HAHA! I can only remember I had steamboat as reunion dinner. Lol

Second day: Slpt quite late on the first day, thus we went quite late to grdma's house at toa payoh. As usual, had some mee sua with many things inside, sat for one hour more or so and went back to sembawang. The rest of the day just watched tv and rot. Yeah quite boring.

Third day: Went to watch Epic Movie with my cousin and siblings. My aunt sponsored :D After which i went to Shiqi's house alone cos' the movie ended too early, earlier than i expected. Yeah so spent the rest of the day there. It's been so long since i last saw them!

Fourth day: Woke up too early, thus rot in front of the tv for maybe 3 to 4 hours before going to Kejun's house. Lost quite a lot during the gambling session haha. But at least i enjoyed it :)

Ok i think u would be tired after reading such a long entry. Shall update again! Bye, take care :D

2007-02-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, back to blogging. Haha. I think my blog has been stagnant for almost one month!

Well, lately i've been caught up with work and gatherings with friends. My work alone makes up a very huge part of my day. How i wish one day is 48 hours instead of 24! Fortunately, my work isnt really challenging, or should i say unfortunately cos' i didnt get to learn much from it. But its really very bored though!

Just met up with the gang yesterday to see marvin. Haha, or rather, its a gathering for belated valentine's day. Hmm long time didnt see him, he is much tanner and muscular now! I can see what army could shape a person from him. Lol. We're meeting during CNY again i hope.

CHINESE NEW YEAR! The long-awaited new year is here. Finally can take a break from work. Meanwhile, money doesnt stop here cos' theres red packets! Hehe =) Alright, shall end here now, take care and have a nice chinese new year! Enjoy :D

2007-01-28T03:02:00.000+08:00

Time really flies, its sunday now. I can't believe my eyes. In no more than 40 hours i am going back to the boring life. I really dont know how to survive. But, as time to come, i hope i would be used to it.

Well, unexpectedly, i am back to waitering again! haha. Thanks to Clarence, he pulled me back to work on Saturdays. I think i sort of miss it. I could be working 7-close on weekdays if Annie permits. Haha. I know i know, u're gonna say i am crazy. Haha. But well, its nt every weekdays.

Recently, i realised i am getting more and more himbo. At around 11.45pm on sat, while clarence and i were walking to somerset mrt, rain suddenly poured. But i blurted something shocking and dumb. "What is it?" Well this made clarence laughed for a very long time. Haha. Obviously its rain. What was I thinking?????? Omg. I guess i have to start using my brain more. I think i am getting retarded as each day passes. ARGH.

I think this is regularly emphasised, but i still want to - my balding is getting worse. Haha. I can predict ur very "dots" faces. But yeah, i hope it will get better. ZZZZZZZZZ. Ok thats all for now. BYE!

Jay

2007-01-24T02:10:00.000+08:00

New admin job is quite alright. The person in charge is very kind to me although i could make those silly mistakes like missing out on a piece of paper and I dont really know how to use Excel. I think most of the time i go to toilet to slack just to wait for time to pass. Haha..Silly me..

Well, now i look forward for weekends and of course to meet up with friends and have fun after work..Now leisure time seems to be a luxury..

My eyesight is getting worse. My balding is worsening too. Backache starts to appear. Oh my god, am I 60 or 18 years old? Awwwwwwwwww sucks!

2007-01-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

Hmmm somehow i seem to be missing something amidst my quite-busy lifestyle...i think i missed slacking at home..haha..the days where after A levels i could just stay at home the whole day to watch tv or DVDs. Well, all are going to end soon on april 12.

Just went to wenxin's house for her bday surprise..she was really surprised..But i think it wasnt quite fun after the surprise, cos' almost all of them went to slp, leaving ug and me alone..Anyway, happy birthday once again. 19 years old already!

2007-01-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

I failed the basic theory test for driving. It is quite a shame. Usually people just pass in one try. sigh. Still feeling quite depressed when i think of it.

Lately, i realised i would like to try many kind of different jobs. From service industry to admin to whatever. Hmmmm...but thats limited by time. No time is my excuse for not exercising, but i am seriously lazy and tired. I think i need to start.

2007-01-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! HAVE A FUN YEAR AHEAD!

I am finally back! hahaha..back to work...zzzzz......will update on my trip soon. See ya!

2006-12-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

Here is a summary of my recent happenings:

Ok so at 12am, 25th dec, which was christmas day, i was on the train with clarence, just knocked off from work. Hmmm quite unusual to spend my christmas moment on the train. Haha. But i was heading for mich's house to celebrate xmas so it was ok lah. So i slpt at mich's house around 2+am as predicted cos' i worked for the whole day.
Ate a lot at her house. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzZZZzzZZz.

Hmmmm i got 2 xmas presents this year. I think the number dropped. Quite sad....
I am going to KL tmr! haha. so dont miss me! bye~~~!

Friendship is what u say; easily

2006-12-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

WAH haha i am here finally. CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO HAVE FINISHED THEIR TESTS~!
I love to work cause i can earn money. But my eyes will spoil because i must stare at the computer for a straight 6hours at least. Hmmmmmm luckily i improved now so i can earn more. Wanxuan is really fast.

Well for those who dont know what i am working as, i am basically doing some data-entry job which is at BEDOK. SO FAR. But nvm, i have no choice anyway. Basically i just wake up v early in the morning and leave work quite late. It's quite tiring. ZZZZZZZZZz

Had some outings and gatherings but i dont have any pics. Too bad. Haha. Maybe i should really buy a digi cam cause the current one sucks.

I think i am going christmas shopping with my mum. Hopefully it can go well(buy many things). Lol. Wish me luck!

MERRY XMAS!!!~ ok i am crazy i am in xmas mood now.

2006-12-06T16:53:00.000+08:00

This post goes out specially to all my poly friends who are having common tests now. I know some have already completed. Ermmm try to hang on! All the best! :D

2006-12-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

There are many things troubling me despite A levels' over.

I think i am going bald! Recently if u have gone out with me, u should notice my hair is all down and without any styling. This is because i am scared the balding situation will worsen. Arghhh. Quite troubling man.

Money - I am going bankrupt!

Hmmmm so many things to bother.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

2006-11-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

I have booked a date for the basic theory test for driving. Hmmmmmmm dont know who to borrow the book from. After booking, I went to kbox with pingu, blead, kj and elain. 40% discount isnt that much. But, the good thing is we stayed till 9pm instead of 7pm. Haha. $11 for 7 hours. Not bad.

I still cant find a job. I guess i have to find one in january because i think i would have a lot of things on in December. My mum is quite true that I wouldnt be able to take many leaves when i have not even worked for 1 month. Hmmmmmmmm such a dilemma.

2006-11-28T02:25:00.000+08:00

Finally i have stopped rotting at home and do some activities. On Sat, I went to the Adidas sales at Expo with my younger bro and we bought a total of $130 for 3 shirts and 1 shorts. Quite a good catch. We went to watch Casino Royale on Sunday. It was not too bad. The actions in the movie is thrilling. U might want to catch it. Yesterday i went swimming at yck pool with my bro again(haha i went out with him all three consecutive days, this shows my lack of friends who are free) then i went for a job interview. After that, i went to play badminton. Haha. Quite a fulfilling day. What is installed for me for the rest of the month??? Stay updated with me! Bye :)

2006-11-24T19:48:00.000+08:00

1) Tummy is building up. I got to run off those excess fats around my waist. I hope to exercise at least 4 times a week.

2) I didnt quite believe getting a job is so difficult until now. But i will persevere.

3) I need some cash seriously.

4) I am looking forward for cruise. Pls do not cancel it!

5) I hope my acnes can clear up since now i am not stressed anymore.

6) I hope Prison Break can have Season 3. Or there is but I dont know? Haha. Anyway pls inform me if you know about it.

MERRY X'MAS! lol i am getting into the mood cos i wanna buy cheap stuff during this season.

2006-11-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yahooooo! I have been enjoying the holidays. Well, at least i felt good. Haha. I dont think i was bored at all. Unlike UG. But now he has found a job with good pay, so well must congratulate him. Oh Elain too. Hmmmmm so, my life revolves around shows, movies, dramas(PRISON BREAK ROCKS!) and maybe youtube? Yeah prison break totally rocks. I love it. I havent watched such a nice serial for very long.

I hope i can find a job soon and go on cruise or buy whatever i want. X'mas seems near. Haha. PRESENTS! Nah i seldom receive them. Yeah quite sad.

2006-11-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

HURRAY! I have finally witness the end of A levels. WAHAHAHA. I cant stop being happy.....................LOL................LOL.........HAHAHA..............

Ok, my main aim is to plan my schedule, find a job and probably other misc stuff like rent vcd or buy dvds. Aiya so many things are awaiting for me! HAHA.

What are u waiting for???? ask me out now! Lol

2006-11-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

A brief summary for the papers so far - Screwed.

Finally its through to the last week. I hope i dont screw as badly. But its ECONS, so i doubt so. My econs has always been 30+. zzzzzzz.

By the way, i am hooked up to 精舞门 by Luo Zhi Xiang and a korean song by Se7en. Haha. Ok shall blog again. I think it will be sometime next week. Please continue to support my blog by tagging. Haha. Sorry for the late reply in the tagboard. Bye!

2006-10-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

WHAT WAS I DOING IN A SHOPPING CENTRE NAMED PLAZA SINGAPURA WHEN ITS ONLY 5 DAYS LEFT BEFORE A LEVELS STARTS! This is so crazy. But yeah, i shopped and bought 3 items. Cost me $60+. What the... I bought one jacket to be worn in the hall during A's, a pair of cheeky Reef slippers and a belt with different shades of blue(reversible!). HMMMMMM, i wonder am i really an A level candidate? ARGH

2006-10-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

I cant believe my eyes. The countdown to A levels is single digit now. Heart's pumping real fast now. Everything has to be stepped up and is happening at neck-breaking speed.

I was just doing some stats in maths paper 2 when i realised i wasnt really ready for paper 2. My stats is seriously hopeless. I think it has got to be with my command of language cos' most of the time i couldnt really understand the questions and what they need me to find. Especially the Hypothesis Testing questions and the VARIANCE type of questions.

AHHHHHHHHH headache lah!

2006-10-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

sigh.

2006-10-17T02:24:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, I have got the feel to blog. Haha. Its been decades ago since i last blogged. Erm, well basically A levels is very near(15 days). I think its quite impossible to jump from a grade E to an A. Or a grade O to A. Haha. But, but, but, as usual, I am willing to try. Of course, i expect a little miracle to happen(grins).
Hmmm so to summarise how i feel now and probably for the whole of October, there is one word - SIGH. I must juggle all the subjects EVERYDAY because I am really good in none of them. But i seldom achieve my target. HAHA. Hmmmmmm, sad to say i have to forgo a lot of my leisure activities. But i hope its all worth it. For those taking A lvls, GOOD LUCK! Enjoy ur last two weeks. zzzz. Bye!

2006-09-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

The results of prelims were out and it is quite disastrous. Hmmm, i think i could have done better. But nevermind. I can learn something from it. I was quite sad at first but now i am back to normal.

Watched John Tucker Must Die on Thursday with kj,elain and oingu. I sort of envy John Tucker for having the ability to date any girl he woos. Haha. Furthermore he is rich, handsome, tall, muscular. Whatever! Back to the point, the show was practically alright, with some parts boring due to the romance and stuff like that. If you are in the a good mood and want to catch a movie, you might want to catch it.

Went out with the 4/4 clique yesterday to Sakae Sushi then Eski Bar located at near erm i think Clarke Quay. Haha. If not Boat Quake. Well, spent quite a lot. Especially in Sakae, i ordered some salmon sashimi don(rice) and it was horrible. Wasted my $8! Eski Bar is quite fun with the freezing cold temperature at the front. Inside is much warmer, but people can smoke there. Not very good. Met Timon, my ex-colleague. Drank 3 bottles of Heineken and some Eski Blue and Sleeping Polar Bear cocktails. It was quite cool to chill out at Eski Bar. I must visit it after A's again!

A's is coming. 30days?? This is CRAZY! Oh man, wish myself luck too~~~~~

2006-09-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

Swam today. Felt quite good now. The strain of my muscles(not very much actually) gave me the satisfaction. Haha. It feels bad to exert that last bit of strength to complete that last metre, but after that its probably quite worth it. The sun was good too. Hmmmmmm...long time didnt exercise and tan. Had been living like a pig due to the prelims. However my results aint going to reflect the amount of effort i put in. Ok its actually not very comparable to my other classmates.

So this whole "holidays" after the prelims is coming to an end soon. I feel that i have only completed a little part of what i have set to do before finishing the prelums. Hmmmm. With the clock ticking every second, its one second nearer to the A levels. Gosh. I cant imagine the amount of stress and pressure then. I couldnt push myself to study now cos' its like the break now. Ahhhh hopefully i would be able to start soon. Damn it.

2006-09-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Yahoo! Haha. Its the end of prelims! Its the end for my results also. What a "great" closure. zzzzzzz. The Maths paper 2 was so EASY.
Enough of all the silly crappy prelims. Now i shall focus on my leisure activities! Hmmmmm but the whole idea isnt really clear. Cos' i dont have plans yet. I think many people are busy with their own stuff now. Please ask me out if you see this!
Well, basically i spent the day of my birthday practising maths but i did celebrate at night. Ate Swensen's on Sunday for dinner. Hmmmmm talking about eating, suddenly i feel like a pig. I have long stopped excercising. I think i should start to exercise again. Go!

Its glad to see that u have found the happiness i couldnt give you and wouldnt have given u. Best wishes.

2006-09-06T02:00:00.000+08:00

Basically everything was not going smoothly for me recently. Is it a down turn of luck?

Anyway, i have been very hardworking according to my family including my aunts and cousins. Hmmmmmmm i guess they didnt see how much i slack during the day haha. Argh. Can someone just push me behind until the end of A lvls???

2006-08-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

Today was a very special day. I had had 2 celebrations in one day. One was by my current classmates from nyjc and the other from my ex-classmates from amkss. Presents, surprises, cakes. Thanks hehe. Most importantly thank you for the effort made. :D Study hard for the prelims guys!

Ironically, the teachers' day celebration was not lame at all, instead it turned out to be the most memorable one! THANKS! Bye!

2006-08-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

I have been scolded twice by my mum for not being obedient this month. I know my character is not very good and I am also constantly spotted going out, but I have done my best to not to worry her. What the fuck more can i do and does she want? It seems like i have failed badly being a son and maybe an individual in this society. Well I guess I have to find other solutions already. My mum is so scary now. The way she scolds, is like the tsunami, once it reaches you, good luck.

2006-08-25T00:38:00.000+08:00

Well firstly happy birthday to fahizul. haha.

Next i am gonna say that i will start to decrease my number of entries. I dont think i can finish revising everything but i will try. A A A ! So i will not blog so often. I am so exhausted. ZZZZZ

Teachers' Day is coming. What a lame day~ haha. Bye!

2006-08-22T01:57:00.000+08:00

Once again i failed my maths test. I should roughly know how i will do for prelims. zzz.

2006-08-17T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ok i really need to blog about this.

Finally i can feel the rush. I wasnt quite convinced that JC life is hectic only until now. Omg. 5 homework in one day? or probably more. And there are so many things to do. JC really "rocks". Today alone, i completed 3 or 4 assignments. Hmmmm pretty satisfied. Hehe. But really, i have a lot to catch up. Especially if i want the As. I need As or Bs real bad!

2006-08-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

Wah. I am totally out of breath! The immense amount of pressure is squeezing my lungs like a fist clenching tightly. help me. save me. i am dying.

Waiting for the days of happiness~~~~

2006-08-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

Fireworks........so nice......i cant help but to keep thinking of it. haha. its magnificent! Although it was very uncomfortable squeezing with thousands of people and enduring the heat, the scene made up to these short comings. Luckily we only stood for not long. There were really a lot of people!

Ah, there is this thing called econs which keeps appearing in my mind. haha. There is also maths, s04- s08. Well nvm, i shall try to cover whatever i can. Sigh~~ So sad........

2006-08-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

Time flies when u are having fun. In a blink of an eye i am back to the reality again. Its thurday now. So fast! I am back home from shawn's birthday chalet. It was fun. Reached home at 3+am and slept till 12+pm. But it wasnt enough. So tired. Hoping to attend more chalets after A's.

2006-08-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

I got a surprise attack yesterday. Marvin, jiajia, gravy, pingu, kj, elain and bread gave ug and me presents for our birthday. Apparently its very in advance. haha. But the thought is really appreciated cos we are really quite busy especially when prelims is coming real fast. I like the presents. thanks!

Sadly, my birthday has to be filled with notes and tys. zzzzzz.

Hmmmm....its finally the long-awaited national day holidays! hahahaha. shall be happy for these 3 days. Shoo, u horrible school+ schoolwork!!

2006-08-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

Well, my elder had his 21st birthday celebration at sembawang by having a party. I swear i would not organise parties ever again. zzzzzz.

No time to study chemistry test. =.="

Bye

2006-08-05T13:58:00.000+08:00

Went out yesterday with the usual 4/4 clique. Clarence recommeneded this Grapevine cafe,bar,restaurant at Serangoon there near Kovan. The place is good and the food and drink are nice. Well we stayed there for about 4+ hours. haha quite long. some chatting and playing poker cards. But there was this group of people who played some games and they were so noisy. So we left. zzzzzzzz.

Erm thats all so far. Forgot what i wanna blog about. HAha. damn. See ya!

2006-08-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

hi all. Its me again. booo. so i spent another evening+night in school. And cheehow's friend was funny. haha. This girl i dont know her name, but shes so funny that when she started talking i cried from laughing. lol. I think partly i was tired then i was cranky. yeah i shall control. but shes really funnier than terry, also cheehow's friend, a pro in studies.

hmmmmm...waiting for national day holidays. i shall meet my bro, chuanyao. hes finally back. haha. i shall slack. oops. not exactly. There is still somethings called Homework. zzzzz i shall slp now. see ya!

2006-08-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hello! I have been spending a lot of time in school yesterday and today cause i went for the night study programme. I am so exhausted. I feel weird without the TV. Haha. I feel so sleepy without my beloved nap!

Hmmmmm...so i guess a few days without MSN is a refreshing change. I miss talking to everyone..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....!!! I am going bonkers. When can i be smarter? zzzzzzzz.

Btw, guys, its the national day next week. Finally there is a mini break. And i hope its a BREAK cos' usually the teachers will give many homework. Like MRS TAY, she gave us an essay. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz So tired. I shall sleep in 5 mins time. See ya!

2006-07-29T09:31:00.000+08:00

Reminiscing the past, i realised how much i missed the old days. Lesser stress, more frens, a lot of fun. zzzz.

As i grow older, i feel less happier.

I feel that i am such a lousy fren.

-sigh

2006-07-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

After listening to my form teacher today, i am quite convinced to start to buck up(i know it too late). Hmmmm so i have decided to join the night study. I hope it would be useful. But there is the chance of sleeping off. zzzz.

Some random thoughts:
1) As usual i feel so stupid.
2) I want more money.
3) So lack of sleep.
4) I am just so useless.

Hmmmmm. By the way, my class has won a $30 Swensen's voucher. Well, i can only say we need to wait a long time before using it. Sian.

-sigh

2006-07-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

I have just woken up from my "nap". Its 10.26pm now. I dont know what to do now. Its like even if i revise my work i would still be lousy due to my low IQ and intelligence. My homework are more or less completed. zzzzz.

so i hope there would be poison in my food or drink. Kill me pls~. zzz

2006-07-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

woooooooooooooo....haha. Its the first day(chinese called it chu yi) of the 7th month in the lunar calendar and this is also called the Hungry Ghost festival. According to my aunt, there are two months of Hungry ghost festival due to dont know what cycle thing. haha. hmmmmm...so people be careful when u go out. haha. Dont stay out too late ya. There are too many taboos and points to note so i shall not vomit all out here.

Sian. I was trying to be a mugger for the past one plus week. apparently i sort of succeed as i managed to finish most of my work, except that the quality is very lousy. haha.

So i was pretty emo this one month or so. Dont know why. zzzzz. I have new weird feelings like when people sad i will feel sad too. haha. Is this good or bad? hmmmmm..shall know in the future.
Thats all for now. see u!

2006-07-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

Woohoo. Its 12.56am now. Just came back from the Zpop concert. So sorry for pang seh u guys, especially clarence. Ermm the concert was great. Liang jing ru, jeff chang and jolin. Haha. I wasnt really interested in harlem. Well, jolin is totally hot and sexy. Her dance was fantastic. Ahhhh Jeff(zhang xing zhe) is such a good sentimental song singer. He sang all his classic hits and they were so melodious. Damn good voice! How i wish i can sing that well. zzzz.

Enough of play, its back to reality ----- school work. Sigh~

2006-07-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

8days without blogging. I am too lazy to blog. Cos' nothing really happened. I was also busy finishing tutorials. Prelims is coming very quickly, like the speed of a tornado. My life just revolves around the school, the school and the school. zzzzz.

My elder bro really sucks. I think his mouth really stinks. yucks. Dont feel like carrying on. Darn, all the pimples are coming out again due to the irregularity of my sleeping pattern. Hopefully i can sleep more. zzzz.

I am trying to be a mugger now. LOL. But i know i am stupid so mugging might not bring me far. However, i will still give it a try. I want my results to improve!!!
Grave i want to go to your house. haha. ;)
Cya

-insignificant

2006-07-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

What great results i have gotten. D, O , O C5. Sadly, gp has deproved. So did chem and econs. Well, i have nothing to say. I did study but i only got this kind of results. stupid? lazy? Whatever. Hopefully this is not what i will get for A lvls.

I have just received my shoes. Its nice. But the size is just right. Which means my feet doesnt have much space left. Its like a tight fitting shirt. Haha. Sian. I thought i would have some space. Awwww...school has started and i am so reluctant to go to school. ZZZZZZZZZ Bye!